Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time.
Thomas A. Edison
So today I am at a weight of 212lbs and its been several years since I've been on here...Sad that really nothing has changed, only my weight has increased and my health has declined. I have watched myself go down this path over and over and over and over again only to come out worse than before. Will this be the breaking point? Will I quit eating? Will I quit smoking? Or is the question really can I quit? I hate myself everyday.... today will be the last day I hate myself anymore...Tomorrow I will love myself and take care of myself from then on...I don't want to look back again 3 or 4 years down the road and see myself on this same path. I want to see a change for the better. I am not a chocoholic...I am an addict of overindulgence in every sense I can be. so maybe this addictive personality will become addicted to things that are actually good for me...wouldn't that be a miracle!!!!!!!! So goodbye Fat Amber, goodbye Unhealthy Amber, goodbye Asthma Amber....Fit Amber, Healthy Amber, and NO Asthma Amber will see ya on the other side!!!!!!!!!
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